Talk:The leaders/@comment-69.31.70.174-20131211112923

Also I forgot to metion. I would say yes if she TRUELY loved me ( urggg its painfull to use the word love but...ehhh screw it). But if I happened to make up my mind and say yes and make the first move, well lets just say what would happen if I made that move and it was just a rumor, it could mess up our freindship because she would see me as just a person hitting on her. Thats not what I want. It's about our freindship being indanger and the consiquences I have to pay for giving it a try. Besides, I don't think I deserve love. You wouldn't understand, theres much more about me that you are unaware about. Besides, there are plenty of other boys who would stand a better chance then a leader who needs others to help him take care of his own clan. I also like to point out why I think this whole love speculation is just a rumor. Girls don't like me our even want to hang around that much with me. If it didn't work in the past then its not going to work again. Girls just think i'm, you know....weird. I would also like to talk about my emotions with Kim. In my mind she is extremely close to the G friend zone but still remains in the best friend zone. Plus I can't tell if this rumor is true because I don't know much about Kim. I don't know her age nor even her history. Our ages have to be close too. We all know that i'm 14 ( yeah my birthday past) and very few know that i'm an eigth grader who is taking high school clases, why? Because I have been proven to be too smart to do middle school work. But i'm struggling in the high school classes too. When I say i'm a very busy person, I mean I'm a very busy person XD. there is a 98% chance i'll reunit with the clan and hang out with Kim. Also I'm making a new account called LOS-Shockwave! Anyways, the chances of the Kim having a crush on me rumor is maybe 48%. Oh well,  I guess we will have to sit and wait. I'm going to have to forget about this rumor on friday though because I want to act normal when I play with Kim cause stuff like this can change how I think. I would also like to ask, what makes you think she loves me? That should have been my question from the start XD